tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17744304576411774362012-02-16T06:34:11.450-08:00secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-56401065505998884002008-07-23T08:12:00.000-07:002008-07-23T08:17:21.096-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">if i stare back</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">through a window</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">through the din of </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">the sighs</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">and the multiple lies</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">playing each other</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">cheating</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">one by one</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">if i stare back past </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">the scars</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">what would i see?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">would i see the reason?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">if the tears were just words</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">would emotions run free?<br />would the reasons for lying</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">be spoken</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">or hidden?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">if i told</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">would they believe?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">a lie must be told</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">for the truth to come out</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">if you can't feel the pain</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">then you're lost</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">misplaced</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">and then there really is no reason to</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">come back</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ccffff;">at all.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-5640106550599888400?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-41949894924068004062008-07-23T08:05:00.000-07:002008-07-23T08:12:40.809-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>never refuse</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>for the price</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>of death is too high</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>old scars</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>can fade</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>old lies can break out above the</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>surface</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>but what does it matter</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>if</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>there are new thoughts</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>and new words</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>new promises laid on top of the old ones</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>guaranteed to be broken</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>at one point or another</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>new</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>afresh</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>something different</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>the past</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>the scars</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>the tears</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>can be</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>forgotten</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>thrown away</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>against time</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>there is no better enemy</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>than</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>memory</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-4194989492406800406?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-2696074711777381992008-07-21T11:00:00.000-07:002008-07-21T11:05:11.027-07:00<span style="color:#ffffcc;">the door is locked</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">a sliver of fluorescent</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">chilly glances penetrate through walls</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">furvent sighs</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">forgotten</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">she is frozen in</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">one world</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">never changing</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">letting the hours flout by</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">and drift away</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">empty eyes</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">without a memory</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">an echo ricochets beyond the hallways</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">but she is silent</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">letting the harsh light</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">embrace her body</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">rigid</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">in a hospital bed</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffcc;">never changing.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-269607471177738199?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-82449097471304247672008-03-28T16:06:00.001-07:002008-03-28T16:11:12.148-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">a streak of sunshine</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">falls from the clouds</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">above</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">they're dark</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">everything is </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">dark</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">except that streak of sunshine</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">that fell </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">through everything</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">a tiny light</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">inside me</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">it shines through my eyes</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">and sometimes</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">you can see it</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">concentrate</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">on that piece of </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">sun</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">that fell</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">just</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">for</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc66;">me</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-8244909747130424767?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-35258602116343297372008-03-18T07:29:00.000-07:002008-03-18T07:34:56.383-07:00<span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>she's forgotten how to smile</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>how to laugh</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>her eyes have lost their</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>shine</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>she's feeling numb</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>emptiness surrounds her</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>nothing left for her</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>but she </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>just</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>can't let go of</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>the world</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>her memories</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>of him</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>of her former friends</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>who</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>used to make her happy</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>but all thats left of them is</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong>memories</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ffffff;"><strong></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-3525860211634329737?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-91128280738763503672008-03-18T07:27:00.001-07:002008-03-28T16:05:41.559-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">slip</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">one pill</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">won't hurt</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">the need</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">the thirst for more</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">the thrill of maybe</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">not waking up</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">to see the</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">morning sky</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">sun shining</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">against the pale</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">empty world</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">a distraction</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">no more thoughts</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">glassy eyes</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">forget and just</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">drift away</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">into nothing</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">a state of being</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">where</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">the barrier that </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">hides your mind</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">is down</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">and where you're slowly</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">dying</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-9112828073876350367?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-85184208693510504102008-03-18T07:24:00.000-07:002008-03-18T07:26:54.814-07:00<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>cold</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>a breath</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>eases into the air</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>sharp</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>glistening rain</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>falls onto the</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>shiny black</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>cement</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>eyes reflect the light</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>shining from the stars</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>far above</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>and a wish to remain</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>in that</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>perfect picture - </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ffcc66;"><em>forever</em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-8518420869351050410?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-55162493534947930472008-03-15T12:09:00.000-07:002008-03-15T12:11:41.147-07:00<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">obsessions fail</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">your thoughts betray your</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">true intentions</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">they're hidden</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">i can see your hand</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">holding your pencil</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">without a care</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">velvet hours</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">ticking by</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">dreams undisturbed</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">thoughts </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">straying</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">swaying</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">to </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#ccccff;">him</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-5516249353494793047?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1774430457641177436.post-25056341994942041602008-03-15T09:11:00.000-07:002008-03-15T09:15:58.832-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">a perfect hour</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">my eyes travel across the field</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">clumps of grass and dirt bright </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">against the sun's light</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">twirling</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">never ending</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">a glow traveling across your face</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">a pure smile</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">reaching me over the warm air</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">wind ruffles my hair</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">with the world spinning under us</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">perfection encased in an hour</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">a happy memory</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">promised to never</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">be</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#33ccff;">forgotten</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1774430457641177436-2505634199494204160?l=mysecretsunshine.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>secret sunshinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12520261752518960337noreply@blogger.com0